CURRENTLY

The current body of work in which I'm immersed relies heavily on time spent in the hypnagogic state—that lovely place between wakefulness and sleep. Inspired by Max Richter's composition "Sleep," and the music of Son Lux and Thom Yorke, these synesthetic paintings depict deeply subconscious and abstract imagery. Spending so much time in this space has been unsettling and uncomfortable, but highly rewarding. The novelty and beauty of the images I'm seeing is unmatched. Read on for more about this evolving body of work called “SLEEP/WAKE.”

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SLEEP / WAKE

current works in progress

THE PROCESS BEHIND the SLEEP WORKS
As a synesthetic artist, my process begins with a particular sound or some music that has captured my attention. Once I’ve discovered a song that is visually stunning, I'll play it on loop in the studio and I paint what I see, working until what’s on the canvas matches what I hear and the piece comes to life.

If, however, I'm not seeing a song as clearly as I'd like (perhaps other sounds were competing when I first heard it, or it's just a little out of focus), I'll bring it into my hypnagogic state. I’ll lie down in the dark with my headphones on, and let myself begin to fall asleep. I'll loop the song and watch as the synesthetic imagery becomes sharper, deeper, and more vivid. Because all other sensory distractions are gone, and my busy mind is turned "off" in the hypnogogic state the synesthetic photisms become beautifully clear.

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Details from some SLEEP works.

HIBERNATING WITH MAX RICHTER’s ALBUM “SLEEP”
The “SLEEP” pieces were birthed during a season of hibernation. During the Christmas holidays, when the saccharine joy-agenda dredged up past loss and all of it was just too loud and painful, I purposefully made my world small and quiet and still. In this hibernation, the only music I was able to listen to was Max Richter’s hypnotic album "Sleep." This 8-hour composition is intended to be listened to as one sleeps through the night. Richter worked with neuroscientists to learn what the brain does during sleep, and curated his sounds to accompany various sleep states. He says about the composition, "For me, Sleep is an attempt to see how that space when your conscious mind is on holiday can be a place for music to live."

The effect of listening to this intriguing and sonically gorgeous music during a difficult season was two-fold. As I listened and slipped into the hypnogogic state, the hypnotic, sedative rhythms coaxed awake my soundly-sleeping grief so I could compassionately acknowledge it, and then its gentle beauty provided a balm and comfort for that pain. Hibernating is almost like death—so quiet, so dark and cold, so still. But the heartbeat is evidence of life. The work I'm creating in my SLEEP collection is that life poured out on canvas.

Listen to Max Richer’s album “Sleep.”

THE SLEEP WORKS
The paintings I create in response to the music of “Sleep” are dark and deep, but often have some subtle, soft light. The synesthetic imagery of this music is more abstract than usual, and somehow inside these images are landscapes in which I can walk and explore the subconscious hypnagogic state. As Max Richter intends his listeners to spend long, quiet stretches of time with “Sleep,” so I invite viewers of my SLEEP works to dwell and hibernate within the various spaces of each piece. Once inside, a place to bring one’s own grief might be found, perhaps even restoration.

Below is a sampling of completed SLEEP pieces. View the full collection here.

PATH 17 (CHAINS).

PATH 17 (CHAINS).

SPACE 17 (CHAINS).

SPACE 17 (CHAINS).

SPACE 26 (EPICARDIUM).

SPACE 26 (EPICARDIUM).

SLEEP STUDY I. Available for purchase  here .

SLEEP STUDY I. Available for purchase here.

SLEEP STUDY II. Sold.

SLEEP STUDY II. Sold.

SLEEP STUDY III. Available for purchase  here .

SLEEP STUDY III. Available for purchase here.

WAKE
The WAKE pieces are a counterpart to all that is embodied in SLEEP. Referencing synesthetic images induced by the music of Son Lux, Thom Yorke, and more, these works are a resurrection to the sleep-death, redemption for grief and loss.

As spring slowly emerges from winter, and grief softens with time, so gradually have the WAKE works surfaced after SLEEP. The new marks, lines, and landscapes developed in SLEEP provide a new artistic vocabulary with which to express previously inaccessible sound imagery.

Often times, after choosing the music for a particular WAKE piece, I discovered the lyrics of the songs contain themes of wakening from sleep, or stepping from dark into light:

OUT OF THE DARK DAYS AND INTO THE BRIGHTER NIGHT   Awake, awake This is a dream state Though we were wide awake Out of the dark day, into the brighter night  lyrics from  Son Lux – Dream State

OUT OF THE DARK DAYS AND INTO THE BRIGHTER NIGHT

Awake, awake
This is a dream state
Though we were wide awake
Out of the dark day, into the brighter night
lyrics from Son Lux – Dream State

PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU’VE HAD ENOUGH   Please let me know When you’ve had enough Of the white light Of the dawn chorus   lyrics from  Thom Yorke – Dawn Chorus

PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU’VE HAD ENOUGH

Please let me know
When you’ve had enough
Of the white light
Of the dawn chorus

lyrics from Thom Yorke – Dawn Chorus

WAKE ME UP I’M STILL ALIVE   Wake me up, I’m still alive  lyrics from  Son Lux's “Sleep”

WAKE ME UP I’M STILL ALIVE

Wake me up, I’m still alive
lyrics from Son Lux's “Sleep”

Though the WAKE pieces still contain echoes of the darkness of SLEEP, the arrival of sunrise on the “dark night of the soul” offers a measure of light and hope.

As the WAKE works continue emerge, you may read my newest thoughts and images here, listen to the SLEEP/WAKE playlist here, or view the completed works here.